Listening to N*SYNC.
Maybe this will cheer me up.
I am legend.
Take me out tonight, Oh take me anywhere, I dont care, Driving in your car, I never want to go home Because I havent got one, Oh, I havent got one.
Message from Eleanor Carter
I was reading this study of tattoos from a 19th century scientific report and this guy was talking quite sensibly about tattoos, origins and risks and then he just comes out with “women with tattoos are usually prostitutes” made me think of you
I liked it better when I wasnt angry at the whole world.
Its weird how everything the doctor said to me yesterday made sense. It took me ages to pluck up the courage to go talk to someone and I was this close to walking out of my appointment. But I stuck it out and im glad I did because it feels like a small weight off my shoulders. It never even occured to me that someone of the things I do we related to the grief, I just thought I was being a general...
Sooo.. should I watch a depressing film and cry myself to sleep. Or, watch a happy film and be grumpy and cynical about far from the truth the film is?
Oh Kevin Bacon. You sweaty man hunk!
Tonight I got told I look a bit like Zooey...
Made my day! Even though its probably not true. I also got told I look like some bird off take me out. Weren’t so impressed with that one.
All the snow reminds me of when I bought Lula home for the first time. About a week later it snowed loads and she loved having her little red coat on and rolling around in the snow. Even though the snow was as deep as her little legs and she would have to bounce along to get anywear. I miss her :(
I think about life and I think about death. And...
I'm going to IKEA tomorrow.
And I’m not even ashamed of how excited I am.